Dragging it behind me...

I am so tired.

Been awake for well over 8 hours and I am sleepy in the way one is after a day of hard toil, waves of exhaustion washing over me, an invisible gravitational pull affecting my eye lids, my brain helpless to fight any of it.

Called the doctor’s office to set an appointment and could not get a human. No problem, I left my information and waited. Nothing! Is it telling that their outgoing message, as you reach the section to set up an appointment says something about “If you are experiencing chest pains or shortness of breath, call an ambulance immediately and go to [affiliated] Hospital.” Damn…

Actually, that’s sound advice. But is it leaving unsaid, “Leave as long a message as you like, because we’re just going to ignore it. Then go to the emergency room.”

I need to go back to my regular doctor. At least he paid attention to me!

Still, the weariness is rubbing me the wrong way. I'm just to tired to fight it. =)